Monday, June 20, 2011

The End Of The Affair

just watch the movie, then realized, i've read the book.. i remember it as a very melancholic book, thick with emotion and jealousy and the twist... arrghh!!! It really makes you as hopeless as the characters!! Lots of strong words..

anyway,.. some of my favorites line from the movie/ book:

Maurice Bendrix: this is the diary of hate

Sarah Love doesn't end, just because we don't see each other.
Maurice Bendrix: Doesn't it?
Sarah People go on loving God, don't they? All their lives. Without seeing him.
Maurice Bendrix: That's not my kind of love.
Sarah: Maybe there is no other kind.

Sarah: Are you on a new book?
Maurice Bendrix: Of course.
Sarah: It's not about us, is it? The one you threatened to write?
Maurice Bendrix: A book takes a year to write. It's too hard work for revenge.
Sarah: If only you knew how little you had to revenge.
Maurice Bendrix: I'm joking. We are adults. We knew it had to end some time. Now we can have lunch and talk about your husband.

Maurice Bendrix: I'm jealous of this stocking.
Sarah: Why?
Maurice Bendrix: Because it does what I can't. Kisses your whole leg. And I'm jealous of this button.
Sarah: Poor, innocent button.
Maurice Bendrix: It's not innocent at all. It's with you all day. I'm not.
Sarah: I suppose you're jealous of my shoes?
Maurice Bendrix: Yes.
Sarah: Why?
Maurice Bendrix: Because they'll take you away from me.
Maurice Bendrix: You have to understand. I'm jealous of everything that moves. I'm jealous of the rain!

Sarah: I had tempted fate, and fate had accepted.

The moment of absolute trust and absolute pleasure, the moment when it was impossible to quarrel because it was impossible to think.

Maurice Bendrix: I'm tired and I don't want any more pain...I want ordinary corrupt human love.

Sarah: Sometimes I get tired of trying
to convince him that I love him... and shall love him forever.
He pounces on my words, like a barrister and twists them

Sarah: Tell Him I'm sorry. I'm too human. Too weak. Tell Him I can't keep my promises. I'm tired of being without you

Maurice Bendrix: I hate you, God. I hate you as though you existed.

Strong words!! How can one writes like that? every line in that movie are strong and thick with emotion.. now i'm depressed..

I gotta get myself some happy ending chickflick

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Back to school

Cherrious has gone back to school!!
Its started on April 2011, and life hasn't been easy since. I have to juggle between work, school and bazar, and sleep... and i'm not a good juggler, oo please help me God!
Its a good thing that i'm so excited going back to school so my energy hasn't been run out.

Cos life really Is so crazy right now, that last night, I have to celebrate my brother birthday while working on my thesis. And the only thing i have to keep my cool is by keep repeating 'i'll be smarter by 2012' mantra. But really i've been struggling hard just to keep afloat. anyway that's the way to grow right, by struggling.

So i'm working really hard to keep my enthusiasm over the top, to kill the feeling of being beaten.

wish me a good grow! :D